Dichotomy

Looking towards a window, lit from within, bright rays penetrating the darkness of the winter's night. But what does it mean to me? What should be a beacon, illuminating and elucidating, merely reinforces what lies on my side of the divide, lies, deceit, frustration, unfulfillment. The knowledge that who I am, what I want, is beyond any possibility of acceptance, ever.

If you knew what was in my heart, all I could expect would be disgust.
If she knew what was in my heart, all I could expect would be disgust.
If the world knew, that same disgust.
Drowning in a sea of rejection, no hope of reprieve.

What I most need || What is available

Irreconcilable

Like the light

I am just going out

I may be some time

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Love & best wishes to all

Sammy B