Fear

One click, and I'm in an unfamiliar place
Another, and I'm in an impenetrable jungle
But am I the predator, or the prey?
Shaking, hands cold with the rush of desire
Smiles reaching into my head like hypnosis
Drinking me in, hollowing me out
Then, with almost the last dregs of my conscious mind
The fear kicks in, creeping shudders from the depths
Fear of who I am, fear of what I could become
Fear of discovery, fear of consequences
The knowledge that I could never resist
Never escape the quagmire of my own wanting

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Love & best wishes to all
Sammy B